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| Okay, my last entry was slightly negative, so I'm going to try something positive, or at least constructive. Certain things have been bothering me lately; things that really don't matter, so they shouldn't bother me. So, I'm going to be cliche and make a list of ways to improve my life.
1. I will not dwell on things that happened in the past and no longer affect my life. I don't know why, but lately I've been weird and nostalgic.
2. I will not try to change or fix things that are out of my control now. Stupid stuff happens. the end. I will let things go. This kind of goes with number 1.
3. I will start doing my schoolwork again, because lately I've been slacking off. seriously, and my grades are sliding. BUT I will not let school stress me out. I will not cry when I cannot read my book report book by Friday. I am going to gain control of my school work-life...
4. I will stop putting myself down and blaming myself for things. Especially for stuff that really doesn't matter, because thats just dumb.
5. I will spend time with the people who I care about and the ones that make me feel good, and not worry about anyone else.
6. I will work hard on being a better person, by being nice and positive, and encouraging others to be better people. Because I really do get happy when I do something nice for someone. Its almost like a high for me. I'm pretty weird like that.
7. I won't take anything for granted. I won't waste time complaining about the little things, but rather, appreciating the small details that make life great. I'm pretty sure those are all that matter in the end.
8. I will take chances and be adventurous. Rather than just sitting here waiting for something great to happen. Because those great things to tend to totally come out of nowhere when you least expect it, so maybe I should switch things up a little bit. You never know what could happen.
Umm, yeah, so we'll see if this works. THe weather has just gotten beautiful, so its a pretty good motivation for change. yaay spring.
That is all
 Imman
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| We had a sectional showcase tonight for speech. I started laughing really bad during my SOS. idk why i lack so much confidence whenever performing outside of a round. It was so horrible. So now everyone thinks im horrible probably. And this kid was looking at me funny, but anyway. Sectionals are in 4 days. Im nervous. aaah. i really hope everything turns out good for everyone.
I have to write a poetry explication and I dont want to. I'm so done with school. Ive never felt so overwhelmed and annoyed with school before. I'm just done. Last year was so easy. blah. I'm so lacking of excitement about anything right now, and i should be excited with sectionals and state and whatnot, but no, its just whatever.
And I'm still upset about the musical. And I feel like...idk, its not fair, and I shouldve done something, but what can I do now. I'm sure ill find a bright side to not doing it, but I have this feeling its only gonna get worse once practices start and stuff. Its cool, I dont care. but I really do though.
And my mom and my brother keep bothering me about doing my homework and stuff. Leave me alone. I'm getting good grades and Im working really hard. They're not in my classes.
Anyway, this entry was really whiny. And my speech is about not complaining. Gosh, I'm a hypocrite. Oh well, at least I'm not bothering people by complaining to them. This is a healthier way to vent. And I dont really think anyone reads this anymore anyway. Oh well.
Bye!!
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| ihatespeech ihatespeech ihatespeech i hate everything. i fail. the end.
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| This week has been weird. Lately I was feeling like something really
good was coming. idk. Now I just feel sad. Like everythings ending.
And I really wish Kim wasn't moving. I think I'm dealing with it by
pretending it isn't happening. So if you're reading this, I love you
and I wish you weren't moving. 
Well, yeah. I want spring.
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| I'm updating because I haven't for quite sometime now. But I really don't have anything to say. Not like anyone reads this...
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